It’s been a long while since I’ve posted anything on the blog, but it’s been a crazy few months, friends.
In February, I got the news (along with quite a few of my colleagues) that when my contract with DreamWorks Animation expired in April, I’d be leaving the studio. I haven’t talked about it much publicly, though friends have heard the ins and outs of my job worries and expectations. It’s a bad time in the visual effects and animation industry, with a lot of studios imploding and many jobs going to countries where the tax incentives are highest (hint: the U.S. isn’t one of them).
I had an incredible run at DreamWorks and would jump at the chance to go back some day. The job lasted five and a half years, which is a lifetime in my industry, and I worked with very talented folks on some pretty amazing films. And made some great friends.
One especially great thing about working there was the stability it provided. Projects lasted years instead of months (or weeks, or days), and I didn’t have to worry about constantly hunting up the next gig. I know you writers who pay the bills on freelance work will know what I’m talking about. You’ve got to keep swimming to stay afloat, but sometimes those necessary gigs swallow you whole and leave you nothing for your own projects. That was my biggest fear about leaving DreamWorks, not that I wouldn’t find a job, but that I wouldn’t have time for my writing.
So I took a little time off to spend time with family and friends and recharge my batteries. And there have been freelance gigs that demanded much of my time. The amazing thing? The writing is still happening. I even sold a story to Nayad Monroe for her upcoming What Fates Impose anthology.
Part of the reason is that we were somewhat prepared for the bad news in February. But the universe is shifting in some interesting ways right now, with opportunities for Carol and me that may lead to some exciting things. We’ll see. Fingers are crossed.
But for now, I’m dusting off from a rough landing, getting my work done on this novel and maybe a few shorts, too.
I’m sure most of you have heard by now that Ralph McQuarrie, one of the chief visioners of that Galaxy Far, Far, Away, died on Sunday.
McQuarrie was a key concept artist on the original trilogy. He wasn’t the only one responsible for creating the look of the Star Wars Galaxy (there’s also John Mollo, Joe Johnston, and Nilo Rodis-Janero, to name a few very others), but McQuarrie’s designs are so iconic you can’t crack an “art of” book these days and not find at least a dozen homages to his look and style. I mean, the guy pretty much gave us the look of Darth Vader — you can’t get much more iconic than that!
McQuarrie helped design the look for a lot of other famous universes, too. He did extensive work on the original Battlestar Galactica, Buck Rogers, and even a proposed
Star Trek reboot that never got off the ground. Oh, and you might recognize the drawing on the left. Dr. Jones did.
I’m an avowed Star Wars geek. Other kids had posters of rock bands, basketball players, and swimsuit models on their walls — I had Ralph McQuarrie prints on mine. In the days before Wookiepedia, iPhones, and Blu-Ray discs, if I wanted to revisit the Star Wars universe, I pulled out one of McQuarrie’s paintings and it brought the galaxy to life in vibrant hues. (I was also a huge fan of Al Williamson’s large-format The Empire Strikes Back comic adaptation from Marvel, but that’s another story.)
The thing about McQuarrie’s Star Wars art that fascinated me was the glimpses it gave of the “rest of” the Galaxy – the one you’d no doubt see if you could just get George to swing
the camera the other way. Stormtroopers with lightsabers? Check. Boba Fett in white armor? Yes! Monumental cityscapes that cover planets and moons? Check! In fact, we got to see Alderaan’s lush cities and Coruscant’s imperial architecture in McQuarrie’s art long before they appeared on screen in the prequel trilogy.
In the years after Return of the Jedi, when there was a dearth of any new Star Wars adventures, I turned to roleplaying games to get my fix (true confession, sometimes I still do). McQuarrie’s designs illustrated those early books, and intrepid game designers statted out those heroes, creatures, and spaceships. His work lent an authenticity to the almost bootleg feel of the “Expanded Universe.” Of course, Many of McQuarrie’s unused designs eventually did make it into the novels, the prequel films and now especially the TV show The Clone Wars. The team there seems to delight in turning old concept art into new iconic images, and I love them for it.
Speaking of authenticity, there are times when McQuarrie’s visions of Star Wars seem to me more real than the movies themselves. I’m a big fan of his original look for Chewbacca.
I love his designs for the snowspeeders — they are smaller and have a bit more of a deathtrap feel to them. His painting of stricken soldiers in the trenches of Hoth as AT-ATs tower overhead is one of those quiet moments where you feel the real impact of the battle. His paintings often capture those little moments as well as the frenetic action and sweeping vistas we’re accustomed to from the Star Wars galaxy.
Rest in peace, Ralph. I hope you’re discovering new worlds to draw.
I’ve been noodling around with this blog post ever since, trying to capture in words the feelings the images contained in this exhibit have evoked in me. Wonder. Excitement. Awe. Inspiration.
I’m a writer, I should be able to do better than that, I know!
I have no background in art history, so the context of the Surrealist movement is a bit outside my study (something I intend to change) — I had no idea how initially masculine the art movement had been. But it seems even stuffy André Breton, the founder of the movement, eventually came around to recognizing the essential contributions of women to Surrealism.
The big attraction of In Wonderland is Frida Kahlo. Of course, everyone knows who Frida Kahlo is now; her self-portraits are world-famous, and rightly so. (I highly recommend the film Frida with Salma Hayek, which is a highly visual and moving look at her life, work, and tumultuous relationship with Diego Rivera). In Wonderland has two of Frida’s most well known pieces: The Two Fridas and Self-Portrait with Thorn Necklace and Hummingbird. (I have a cheesy, lenticular 3D magnet version of this one at home. I love it.)
Both paintings resonate strongly with me, and seeing them in person was heady to say the least. The Two Fridas contain a pair of nearly life-size self-portraits who seem to share symbiotic secrets with one another across dripping, arterial conduits. It’s Frida at her best. The Frida with the thorn necklace is like one of those paintings in a haunted house, except in reverse. Instead of the life-like eyes following you around the room, Frida’s eyes always look away from you.
But for me, Frida is not the star of the show at this exhibit. It’s hard to report my responses to every single artist (and they all affected me, to be sure) so I’ll try and name a few of my favorites whose body of work truly took my breath away.
I love Remedios Varo, a Spanish-Mexican painter, for her delicately rendered explorations of architecture, alchemy, and allegory such as Woman Departing from the
Psychoanalyst’s Office, Creation of the Birds, Harmony, and Celestial Pablum. Varo’s work is deeply affecting, with intricately crafted devices operated by pale, almost elfin, figures against fantastical landscapes and chambers. Her paintings are full of mysterious narratives, which is perhaps why I am drawn to them so much.
American Sylvia Fein paints fantastic, fairy-tale portraits with a phenomenal attention to detail. Her figures are self-assured, confident in settings painted with almost a casual, messy blur. But look closely and the landscape is dotted with tiny faces, birds, bugs, and individually rendered flowers and blades of grass. Varo’s landscapes are cerebral, metaphorical, but Fein’s seem like places I’ve been. I
particularly like The Tea Party, Ladies with Many Faces, and especially the colorful The Lady Magician.
But the artist who truly took my breath away was the multi-disciplined Leonora Carrington. Born in Britain, she lived most of her life in Mexico, submerged in the vibrant Surrealist art community there. I had read a few of her stories (she was a writer, too) before the show, but had never really seen her art. From the moment I saw her self-portrait Inn of the Dawn Horse (where Carrington and a hyena have traded eyes) I was hooked.
Carrington’s paintings superficially resemble her friend Varo’s: many feel like alchemical treatises from medieval or Renaissance manuscripts. Unlike Varo’s, though, which focus mainly on single figures, Carrington’s paintings are crammed with shamans and witches, alchemists and wizards, devils and angels, and curious, leering translucent spirits that seem half-arcane symbol and half-smoke. It’s enough to give you nightmares and dreams for a lifetime. It’s rich, wonderful stuff. I especially loved The Chrysopeia of Mary the Jewess,
The Juggler, The Return of Boadicea, and Green Tea. The buried, shrouded figures in the underworld of the latter painting outright give me the creeps. In a good way.
Carrington didn’t stop with painting, though. She was an avid crafter, what we might call a “maker” today. Her strange masks and dolls (particularly Red Mask and Delicate Fly) are not only wondrous artifacts themselves, but you often see her work showing up in the photographic art of fellow Surrealists like Kati Horna. Carrington posed in photos as well: the disturbing Ode to Necrophilia by Horna contains Carrington as partially glimpsed nude in the bed of a “dead” person. (This series is also on show at LACMA.)
I’ll be grappling with the images in Carrington’s art for some time to come, and I’ll definitely be seeking out more of her fiction.
Other artists intrigued me, though not not with every piece on display. I was struck by certain works from Helen Lundeberg, Alice Rahon, Dorothea Tanning, Bridget Tichenor, Kay Sage, and Rosa Rolanda. Lee Miller and Francesca Woodman’s photos could easily command a show of their own.
This is the kind of show that thrills me, that makes me glad to be connected to my creative self. I’m not much of painter or sculptor, but the kinship I feel to these women, and the bond of art that we share fills me with the urge to get out and create more. (It was also a great joy to attend the show with fellow creatives Carol, Galen, Tracie, and Reg. you can see some of the art we made over here.)
I came away vowing to reconnect with the visual art side of myself, and to take more chances with my writing. Good goals, though they will be lifelong processes, I think.
If you live anywhere near the L.A. area, you’ve got to go see this show before it closes May 6. I’m planning on going at least once more to catch the things I missed.
Today, dear readers, marks the first day of my 39th year on this earth.
Last week I promised to blog a little about my 2012 resolutions, but I’ve decided not to do that. You all know the drill, anyway: more novel. More short stories. More submissions. More writing-related stuff. More reading. More time with loved ones. Lose weight.
So instead of elaborating on all that, I have a birthday wish for all of you:
May 2012 bring you lots of words written and read, fine new friends to share the journey with, and old friends for laughing through the tears.
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Yesterday, I learned that Tangent Online picked “The Parting Glass” as one of it’s Best of 2011. I’m stunned and thrilled. I’m also in exceedingly good company so a hearty congratulations to everyone on that list, especially friends Rachel, Liz, and Ferrett. I’m hoping 2012 brings more pleasant surprises.
But I’d settle for at least 39 more years. I’ve got a lot of work to do.
I’m working on a big post about my experience at FOGCon that keeps getting longer and longer. I had a great experience at the con, but really what made it so fantastic was the time spent with wonderful friends both old and new.
I don’t think I could sum up my experience any better than my friend Morgan did on her Inkpunks post here. She rocks. Jeff VanderMeer also posted about community today, (linking back to Morgan’s post. He also rocks). So even at the risk of being an echo chamber, I have to say “me too!”
A year ago, I barely knew anyone in the writing community and now I know so many awesome folks. You’ve all been kind, supportive, tough, and wonderful. Many of you are like family now.